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Goodbye my frd...5.31
On the last day in May.recalling this month.there r too many things happen.each one is remember to the end of my's life.I think I will always remember this month.
1.I known my guy immediately to left Singapore.very sad.but still wish him,play very happy,drink very happy, many of the end of the last time.happy and sad at the same time.
2,airplane fiying...with dispair and hope fly.that day,
3.Asan left,a cat come...we called it xiaosan.xiaosan's temper likes asan...we r bath together, sleep together, eat together and so on. 4.he said: Goodbye. Cat left home.
5.I first time go to the lawcourt.
6.i first time feeling a sort of setiment that is very simple and very complicated.i dont know how to do..
7.understand some things canot be importune.understand some things need time.understand belong to own are always own...
8.somebody after disappearance as well as appear.
9.i lost my job.
10.my mom transfer money to me.but,now....
11.i lost my student EZlink card and report the loss of it.
12.Fewer and fewer family members
13. ... ...
in this is month have happy, sad, helpless, lonely, memories. . .
Goodbye ... Goodbye May!
5.24
Today, I just know that Im an idiot.I always think that life is frds of the most important element.have frds is tantamount to ownership of all the world.because i always think that frds is the most important, or even important than my wife and family.Because I always think of my frds to love, others cant give.but Im wrong, Im too naive,i think too simple, i see the world too cute, and i think the human too pure, i see all of the pretty.Im too stupid! I forget my frd once told me: "think of all the worst things, so you would not have any disappointment." But I donot want to, I dont want to think of all the worse. I prefer to believe that the world everything is beautiful.im worng? where is my wrong?I understand, my wrong that I excessive unrealistic to believe those things.Actually,the world is not nice.....We just know how to look at book, the world into book is a pretty exciting. so i know ,is the book to deceive us.When our day by day grow up, and face another different from the book world, we were finally to understand the truth: When the world is very lovely, we are still very young.now, i finally understand that here i have nothing, nothing can not to believe that i only have myselves to me.
Finally, I want to say: Goodbye friend! 5.21 (23:15pm)
i dont know why today just to schools dont want to stay.very boring. feel much better things waiting for me to do, but i dont know what happened.then,at 10:00 i left classroom. But my handphone lost in the classroom has until now... Log out of the school's door, i feel very comfortable. i know that this feeling is wrong... it's long time has not so hard working to update my space, may be really very boring.silly to not know what to do... 5.21（5:17am)
Also in the same dream to wake up .at 4:33... Force myself to an hour and lying .... A cup of coffee, a cigarette, I sat in front of the laptop do not know want to do.speaker sing the caichunjia's<fortunate to have you love me>...then,i...i miss a lot of family n friends.Miss home, miss home all.Wayward want to leave here, may be forever, it may only for a while, then understand something on the back.
after A san back . suddenly feel very tired, too much to bear the pressure. He did not know. Just as before I donot know the same.
A few days to do the same dreams, disturbing minds, before wake up time, dreamed he look at me and laugh, laugh so quiet ..Now, very worried Asan. Otherwise, how is not news. There for several days to do the same dream. I donot know what does this mean. Who can tell me. I think may be in scaring myself.I can only think about such possible.
7:00, it's school time to go out... 5.19
日子依旧一天一天过，该做的事情依旧一件都没有做，没有做工,没有读书,没有睡觉,没有吃饭,没有交罚款....
阿三走了之后,小猫来了,猫是很有灵性的动物,我一直相信,所以我和他说过很多话,他应该明白的.因为他每次都很认真的在听.
朋友们我一直都么有联系,因为我不想你们知道我现在心情很乱,对不起,让你们担心了,
现在我过的还好.担心我没钱吃饭的张哲和油条你们大可以放心.我会吃饱的.还会吃的很好.
家里面了小动物,好像有了小孩子一样.每个人都在想着他,照顾着他.昨天在IKEA转了很久什么都没有买,最后只给小猫买了两个猫碗.回家的路上...像少了点什么.少了一个人..一个陪着我们走过很多熟悉路的人.
晚上陪阿亮吃饭的时候,阿亮点了杯red bull,心里莫名的伤感,好像自己明明不喜欢喝red bull,可是现在却成了习惯...
今天我们走了那条我们没有走的路,还是觉得你会回来.一定会的! 你叫我想问题往最坏的地方想,可是我觉得没必要.因为你说我比你更固执!现在我承认了.
交了这个月的房租就已经没有什么钱了.走一步算一步慢慢来.电脑也坏了,有的时候觉得人在不顺的时候总是接二连三的倒霉.我也相信我不会一直这样下去的.
外婆又生病了,不知道现在怎么样了,每次想到外婆,心里总会有一丝挂念和愧疚.只能愿老人家身体健康长寿.
 5.14
这一天还是来了.阿三走了,我和豆豆在观景台上等了好久.他的飞机还是飞了,带着他的梦想还有我们的难过...5月13号的早上是我永远都不会忘记的日子,他和我在滑梯下躺着,躺着,直到天亮.心里有一万句话要说.可是却说不出来.胸口压的好闷.不知道是想吐还是想哭.阿三你走了以后这里只剩下了我和豆豆.可是最后一天你改变了我和豆豆的关系.我该怎么对待他...可是今天我们曾抱在一起.因为两个最难过的人才互相了解彼此的伤感.我给他讲你和我的故事.讲到只有眼眶酸酸没有声音.豆豆问我,我也问豆豆"阿三会回来么?"我们都说"会!一定会!"那是我们在骗自己,你不会回来了,再也不会了.我们的缘分太短了,我们的人生太长了.早上回家我和豆豆在公车站站好好久.望着那里买冰欺凌的地方...
回家后我习惯性的在走廊就拉开了我们屋子的窗,你的床空着,只有你留下的抱枕...我没有进去我在外面的楼梯上点燃了2根烟.烟要燃尽的时候楼上跑下一个小男孩.路过我身边的时候他和我说:"你好."我很诧异,他会和我说话.我说:"你好" 他说:"你在干嘛?抽烟? 你怎么一个人抽两根烟? 对身体不好."我说:"我朋友走了,我最最最好的兄弟走了."他说:"奥,你很难过?"我点了点头,他说:"他去那里了"我说:"他回家了."他说:"四川?" 我说:"没有,是缅甸!" 他说:"啊?他会死的,我妈妈说缅甸过几天还会有风灾."我声调高了起来,有点像吼着和那个孩子说:"不会!不会的! 他答应过我,要比我死的晚,他说他要参加我的葬礼!"男孩看着我没有说话,安静了几秒钟,小男孩说:"我要走了,我要去上学了."我说:"谢谢你.谢谢你配我聊天.拜拜"...他转身下楼了.脚步生越来越小.最后我放着哭了起来.我觉得我失去的不是一个朋友,是一个亲人! 我在新加坡最亲的人! 阿三我们在等你的电话,我们有好多话要对你说.你的电话什么时候打来.我们守这电话守了好久.房间里好像只剩下了我一个人.你会在回来,和我们一起走过那些还没走的路么?今天的雨很大,像是在祭奠这份失去的友情!
 5.8
现在是两点十三分.我们知道了阿三要走的时间了,这个月的十四号.我们没有难过,都很开心.因为他明白了,明白了朋友的意义.可是真正的感伤在我们彼此的心里...我们三人下楼喝了两瓶酒,还记得他说"什么是酒鬼.酒鬼就是开心也喝酒,不开心也喝酒,朋友结婚要喝酒,朋友过生日也要喝酒."接着豆豆醉了,我们每个人只喝了一杯半,豆豆是太开心还是太难过...我想或许喝我一样,感伤在心里.刚刚我躺下,阿三说:兄弟,我们好好的玩上几天吧,我想明白了. 我说:你就该想明白了.阿三说:早早睡吧,明天我们开始玩.我说:回去了 不要忘记我就好了. 他说:我是不会忘记兄弟的.我心里一下好难受.眼眶酸酸的.和上次他说他要走了还叫我记得"一公斤棉花和一公斤铁,铁比较重."时的感觉一样,那时他们都在笑,只有我有种想哭的感觉.七天,我们只有七天了.现在已经开始了,兄弟我们祝福你.
今天和阿乖聊了一下.我说:和好兄弟分离真的比和女朋友分手更难过.
 5月9号 2点23
阿三要走了，可是感觉又恢复到以前，大家开开心心的时候。可是彼此心里都是难过的，我认为。
下午睡觉起来，我们去了city hall的。在那吃了为数不多的缅甸菜。又在附近的商场转了很久，转到很累才回家。晚上我们打算去唱歌。这可能是我们最后一次一起坐在KTV里唱歌了。心里不禁的有些伤感。以前的那些时候，我们在WOODLANDS吹牛逼的日子已经一去不复返。还记得谁喝红牛谁喝菊花谁喝柠檬茶谁每次喝的都不一样么？还记得谁都抽什么烟谁不抽烟么？还记得谁玩真心话大冒险最不诚实最不勇敢么？我还记得谁总来耍我，谁听歌最大声，谁最能吃辣，谁在我乱发脾气都不会生气。太多的故事在短短的几个月发生，只能怪缘分太短生命太长。 兄弟忘记几件事：TOPONE的事，电梯里的事，说你自私的事。
 5.7
缘分太短 人生太长
没有人能规划自己的未来
没有人能预测未来发生什么
但我相信 总有一些东西会沉淀下来
心情在变 再变 在变
我问：什么是朋友
Ａ说：
一个人可以毫无道理跟你做一辈子亲戚，但绝不会毫无道理跟你做一辈子朋友！
Ｂ说：
真正的朋友是 不需要去怀疑的。
就算两个人之间产生一些小矛盾也会 很快的消失。 在你难过伤心时第一个 想起诉苦的人。 他会因你的快乐而快乐，因你的难过而难过。 因为有那么一个 知心的朋友 你会时时感觉到自己是 富有的人。 他会满足你思想上的，我们每个人应该感受的那份心情。在他困难时你会难过不已。因为你们是彼此的。 男女之间的友谊是很难得到的。因为我们是有感情的人。可是当你有了那么一个异性朋友，你会是很幸福的人。你们之间会谈到很多东西。这些是和同性朋友谈不到的话题。你的那个异性朋友会让你感受到一种安全感，一种依赖感。还有你会非常害怕失去这么一个朋友。友情是无色的 可是爱情是会退色的。 爱情是一个肉体，两种精神。 友情是两个肉体，一种精神。 Ｃ说：
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